In denial
I'm on day 7--but shhhhh, my monitor thinks it day 6. I have the orders for bloodwork, but I haven't even considered getting it done. Meaning I haven't made any appointments and I can't even remember where I put that Quest order form thingy. I think I'm in denial. Waiting for D's results to come back all perfect and tell us that we can do it on our own. But really, what's the chance of that? Something like 1 in never.
The painters are finally done and my Shelbie is still on antibiotics until Thursday. We leave on Saturday for St. Maarten. I don't think I've been less excited about a vacation in my life. That sounds so ungrateful. Stress is a bitch ain't it.
The painters are finally done and my Shelbie is still on antibiotics until Thursday. We leave on Saturday for St. Maarten. I don't think I've been less excited about a vacation in my life. That sounds so ungrateful. Stress is a bitch ain't it.
posted by dmarie | 2:23 PM
8 Comments:
Matthew M. F. Miller says:
Stress can take you out of the moment, for sure, but I hope you enjoy your trip. You deserve some peace.
Enjoy that trip!!!!!
Hopefully once you get there, you'll enjoy yourself. Don't be too hard on yourself. "See you" when you get back!
Have a good trip!
If you're not making the appointments then it's just not your time to do this. You'll do it when you want to/ feel you should. Don't rush yourself.
I can imagine how you can be feeling about the trip. It's difficult to imagine that a change of scenery will change your mood. But it just might. I hope it does.
Once you're there you'll get into it. Have a great holiday!!
I know how you feel. Its so hard to get excited about anything these days when we have so much to worry about with our own infertility crap. I think it will be good to get your mind off things and hope you have a good time.. :) :)
damn the stress....uggg. Im sorry. But I DO hope you have a fabulous trip! Dont take the stress with you--leave it here for us=)
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